ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH

This post is basically ramblings on TVXQ and Arashi.. Read on at your own risk of boredom and maybe even confusion...
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Nowadays it's been a limbo of depression and fervent hope for me. Although sometimes I'm smiling and laughing, I can't help feeling a little bit out-of-sorts whenever thoughts of TVXQ come racing across my mind. Even as I surround myself with their images and music, there is still that sttubborn niggling thought. What if....? I don't even dare to imagine a day when TVXQ would break up.. That would be a sad day for me...

JaeYooSu, fighting!!

The trial for JaeYooSu was on the 21st and although no resolution was reached yet, TVXQ fans across the world are praying and hoping that this will not be the end of this amazingly talented group. They have been together for 5 and a half years and gone through so many together. They've achieved so much. Broken so many records (The first foreign artist to have SIX straight Oricon Weekly, sold 300,000 album copies for Mirotic). But most importantly, touching so many hearts. It's no wonder that they currently have the largest fanclub in the world (as recorded by Guinness).

For most of the fans, their music is when you will first start to notice them. Regardless whether it's a ballad or a full out SMP song, you'll be hooked almost instantly. But if you see their interviews, backstage preparations and variety appearances, you'll get the feeling that they are just five guys, wanting with all their hearts to please their fans.

Even if they are sick, they'll still put on a smile and sing. And sing well. Junsu sprained his ankle during their Secret Code Tour. And he went up on stage on a wheelchair. Yunho hurt his back while rehearsing but still performed in their Asia Tour Concert in KL. It truly breaks the heart to see their dedication and what they are willing to do in the name of their fans. I've witnessed firsthand how they pushed through the pain when Changmin after he fell, still continued singing and waving during a concert in Bangkok. Yoochun caught a cold and because of his asthma, kept coughing throughout their rehearsal during their Mirotic comeback. But you wouldn't know that if you saw their performance. It was flawless.

And get this, they only have ten days off every year. 10 out of 365 days. Only ten precious days for them to be with their fans and family. Even that sometimes get cut short e.g. I think Junsu only had 5 days beacuse of his Anyband commitments in 2007. And they are only paid 10% from all the sales of albums, photobooks, concert tickets, merchandises and whatnot. 10% for all the 5 of them. Just a mere 2% for each of them. It's just unbelievable.

Personally, I think the issue lies with the management. With the revenues that TXVQ is bringing in for SM Entertainment, they should cut some slack for the boys. Let them breath. All they're asking is for a review of the contract. And SME throws all this crap about their endorsements in China. And about how much they spent for TVXQ during their training days. I'm guessing they've already paid that debt back ten-fold. I mean, come on, SM. We're not dumb. We can totally see right through you. I just hope that someday they will come around to that.

On the other hand, Arashi is celebrating their ten years anniversary. Being together for ten years, that's just a testament of their staying power. Being a new fan, I've always thought that they have been enjoying great success from their debut. But I later found out that they did face hardships during the initial years. After they found their footing in the music industry, boosted by the members' solo activities, they are becoming more popular. They've released a BEST OF album and I just love the hidden track. It's so upbeat. My perfect remedy for my pseudo-depression period. The 5x10 song is also okay. It's a track they wrote for their fans, but I think they're writing skills needs vast improvement if compared to the compositions of JaeYooSu. However, Arashi's songs are a little more upbeat and poppy than TVXQ which is kind of a good thing for me right now. I have yet to come across a genuine Arashi album here. So, I'm currently thinking of ways to get people to buy them for me. It's a pity I'm not so fond on the online shopping thing. And their concert!! I so hope I can go, but... So many things are in the way... Money being at the very top of the list...

Tension agete, Arashi-chan!

What I love about ARASHINKI is the dorkiness of both groups. It's like they have no qualms showing their not-too-flattering side to the eager side of fans. Ergo, they are showing us their true colors and not what they want us to believe. I also love their group dynamics. It's like each member has thir own space and their own thing. But all of it merges into this one beautiful relationship. And last but not least, I love their stages. When they perform, the energy is so overwhelming that you can even feel it sitting in front of a monitor. During one of the concerts, Jun sang the song La Familia which talks about his feelings and hope after five years of being in Arashi. Wouldn't it be wonderful if TVXQ could sing that song? Someone! Do a fanvid of TVXQ with La Familia!! Now!!!

So this is definitely a confusing time for me beacuse of the one hand, I'm devastated for TVXQ but ecstatic for Arashi. Oh, the world of fangirling.. How you can make my head spin... So, as a final word to my rant, to all Cassiopeians, Always Keep the faith. No matter what we will stand by our boys and forever and always. For Arashians, let's keep smiling with them and hope that they'll still be together for more years to come.

Red Ocean at Tokyo Dome. Isn't it beautiful?

P/s - I want to welcome Ayang to the TVXQ fandom. It's a truly wonderful place with good music, good people and endless laugh-out-loud moments. Next time I'm going to any TVXQ concert, I'll let you know k?

WHAT I DID ON MY 26TH BIRTHDAY

Well, the main thing I did was... SLEEPING!! Haha, yes that's true. I slept on my birthday. Plus, I didn't even go out of the house. The furthest I got was just outside the gate because I had to move my car.

I guess I was just a bit sleep-deprived and sort of energy-depleted due to the two previous days of hard work. In the two days, I got a total of about 10 hours of sleep in total. Plus I was moving and walking around a lot, which explains the drainage of energy. Originally, I planned to go out with Qamah and/or Ama that day. But that got cancelled, which sort of explained the absence of pre-planned activity.

Nenek also wanted to have a tahlil the previous night. We had a brief candle-blowing just before we went back home. And I got RM40 as a birthday gift from nenek. Arigatou gozaimasu Oba-chan.. So, in the end I only managed to get some shut eye at about 12.15am. Luckily, this meant that I was still awake at 12 which gave Mama the perfect time to wish me for my birthday.

Anyway, back to the birthday... I woke at 6.30am and dragged my feet to my laptop. As I was playing around, looking for Arashi updates I remembered that I have yet to create a Facebbok account. So, I registered and just looked around the site for a bit. I uploaded some photos but decided against tagging them as that would take the whole day. So, in a way the account is like my birthday present for me!! Just like this blog was created on my 25th birthday. Wow, this blog is a year old.. Sangil Chuka Hamnida Blog-Sshi..

Meanwhile, everybody else have woken up and was sprawled in front of the television watching the last few episodes of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.. Nobody ever gets tired of that show. I love Phoebe's cookiness and Joey's ignorance. Monica and Chandler are cho chweeet and Rachel with Ross are LOVE. It just never gets old. Even Zaim and Mama were very reluctant to leave their seats because they wanted to see the ending. I slept for a bit and was only woken up when everyone was looking for Zaim's missing RM100. It turned out to be in his pants... Yikes!

Zaid has gone out and bought breakfast for everyone but since the Birthday Girl don't do nasi lemak so much, I got nasi kerabu!! (Yeay!!) But I only got around to eating it at 12.30pm.. Tsk2.. bad eating habit... (Shakes head while looking sadly to the ground)... Then, I watched some CSI. Feeling somewhat restless, I had a little chum session after which I started the day's worth of Arashi downloads. Hee..

I managed to catch the ending of the final episode of Zettai Kareshi and enjoyed some JKPop on Channel V and MTV whilst solving the Sudoke puzzle in the Sunday STAR. No Arashi and Tohoshinki today, though.. As usual, I can never do the Diabolical one.. I only managed to complete one diabolical puzzle.. *disappointed but vows to compete another one* Then, I replied to the birthday wishes that I got during the course of the day. Just wanted to apologize for my late reply and also a hugely big thank you to those that texted me.. Firdaus, Aishah, Kak Maya, Illi, Iffah, Qamah, Eela, Kak Iza, Ama, Nazri, Safura, Farha.. Also thanks to my family for the yummy birthday cake.. And to Bye for the Secret Recipe.. I have to thank Kak Maya again for her impressive birthday present.. This is beginning to sound like an award acceptance speech, so moving on...

I had another nap and only woke up to watch my weekend kdrama (My Too Perfect Sons). Then, I had the YongTauFoo Mama made for me. Cho Umei!! I made my way to my room and enjoyed a couple episodes of Arashi no Shukudai-kun. Both had Jun as the food commentator so, I was quite happy. Aiba and Sho is just too funny.. AibaJun was in zero gravity, Mirrorman was completely idiotic and Sho fails at cooking.. What a perfect way to end the day..

Because I had two nap sessions, my brain was still buzzing when I climbed on my bed.. but with the lights off and the fan whirring, who could keep awake? In the end, it's off too Zzzzz land.. Oyasumi nasai!

TRAPped AGAIN!

I celebrated Friendship's Day with two of my bestest friends, Ama and Kak Maya. Am I lucky or what? And the theme is.. (drum roll)... Water!...

1st August

I woke up later than I planned, which consequently caused me to be a full half an hour late to Ama's place than promised. But then, Ama had to fill up her tank and with the roads being quite packed, we only managed to start our journey to Trolak proper at about 11.

The travel was as usual, me and Ama basically sharing recent stories of each other and just singing at whatever's on radio. Kak Maya was waiting for us just off the first traffic light after the Slim River toll place and brought us to her house.

Lunch was waiting for us when we got there, but was a bit cold since we were supposed to come two hours earlier. Hee, Sorry Kak Maya!! Anyway, Ama was so happy to get to eat tempoyak again after soo many years. Apparently, the last time she had them was when we were still in UIA! That kinda shocked me because in my house we have tempoyak on a weekly basis. Ama, next time if you want tempoyak, come to my house, okay?

After we ate, we quickly got ready to go to the waterfall (which in the end is not so much a waterfall, more like a stream or a creek) in Tapah. We reached Kuala Woh at about 3.30 and quickly found a spot to put our bags and food. After which,we preceded to enjoy the cool water and surprisingly warm sand.

We packed up at about 4.30 and went to have a quick change of clothes at Kak Maya's rented place in Kampar. Kak Maya and me sang a bunch of Korean and Japanese songs on the way while Ama slept at the back. Haha..

Then, we hopped back into the car and made our way to Jaya Jusco Kinta City. Why there? Beacuse we were going to see "The Proposal"! We got there about half an hour before the show starts which means that the cinema wasn't opened yet by the time we got our hands full of popcorn, hotdog and drinks. I enjoyed the movie but wasn't quite convinced with the idea that the hero fell in love with his mean boss in just three days. But it was still a good movie nonetheless. Sandra was being the stereotypical cold b**ch with the warm fluffy pink heart hidden deep inside and Ryan was just too HOT! We laughed a lot and I even clapped my hands a couple of times.

The movie ended at 11 and we stopped by some shops for food. Kak Maya was practically driving like there's no tomorrow. I think she had her foot glued on the accelerator because we made it back to Trolak in just an hour an a half. The funny thing is, at first I wanted to stay up so that she won't be sleepy. In the end, I was singing at one moment and sleeping at the next. By the time I got up, we were already halfway into the journey. Lucky Ama was there to keep her company. Sorry again Kak Maya! As soon as we got home, there was nothing much left to do but head to the bed and catch a lot of ZZzzzss...

2nd August



When Ama and me woke up, Kak Maya was happily making donuts. So I helped her with holing the donuts while Ama took a bath. Kak Hawe SMS'ed saying she was already on her way there when we were having breakfast. Interestingly, there was an article in the Mingguan Pancaindera section about the Taman Rekreasi Air Panas Sungai Klah. The exact place we were going to on that exact day!! It's fate, I tell you.

So, we got ready and headed out at about 9.30. First, Kak Maya took us to the Pasar Umum Sungkai. There were lots of stuff that they sell over there, as with all markets. We bought some snacks and fruits and I saw some outfits which were totally cute. Sadly, I'm saving money for an upcoming trip, so no impulsive spending done here!

Then we made our way to Sungai Klah. We paid RM10 each for the entrance fee and were given blue strips. Last time it was yellow, you know... Just as we were about to step up on the plank, Kak Hawe had arrived with her fiancee who henceforth shall be known as Abang Bale and Kak Manje.

As usual, we would rest awhile at the Natural Sauna place and took some pictures. There were not many people yet that early in the morning, so we had the whole place to ourselves. A few shots are taken and we would just not-so-quietly enjoy the steam slowly rising up from the hot water. Naturally, Ama was ecstatic to see the steaming stream. Os much so that somehow her strip tore and fell into the hot water! Luckily Hero Abang Bale came to the rescue and safely retrieved the strip. Fuuuh...

Then, we made our way to the hot pool. The water this time is not as hot as it was the other time. So we managed to stay for quite some time in the water. And I even immersed my whole body in the pleasantly warm water. However, there were moss floating in the entire pool which kinda grossed me out after a while. They were stuck everywhere. So we got out of the pool and ate the food that we brought in.

Next is the mountain spring pool. We didn't go into the water here last time but since Ama wanted me to take a picture of her on the slide, I did manage to dip in the cool water for a while. Kak Manje and Kak Maya watched from the sidelines while eating some laksa and jeruk. Ama bought ice creams and we were happily people watching when Kak Hawe and Abang Bale joined us.

The final place is the Egg-Boiling place where we would just dip in our feet. The water is about 30-40 degrees so it was hot but not HOT . I think the trick is not to lift up your feet after you've put them in the water or else, you'll fel a split second of coolness and an intense heat. You just have to resist the pain until your feet temperature kinda equilibrates with the hot water. After that, it's just a pleasantly warm feeling on your toes.

We had a brief stop at the therapeutic pool and then made our way once again to the Natural Sauna place. We rested there for a while and not long after that, we went back to Trolak. It actually started raining just as we got in the car, thank God. After freshening up, we had lunch. Tempoyak again, to Ama's delight. Almost all of us had a light nap and then we had to pack up and say goodbye to Kak Maya. So, with a heavy heart, I waved goodbye to her and we were on our way back to KL.

Ama took me to Giant Kota Damansara because I have never been there. So we took a quick walk around and had an early dinner at Nachos Nachos. I slept over at Ama's that night and was on the bed as soon as I finished praying. Funnily enough, I think I had more sleep during this whole trip that I would if I were to stay home.

So, that's basically the whole two day trip that I took with my Bestest Friends! I had loads of fun and it was nice hanging out with them as I haven't seen Ama for a while and will not be meeting Kak Maya for a long while. I already miss them...

On a side note: Happy Birthday to Kak Hawe (1st August) who only managed to join us on the second day due to prior commitments.

On another side note: News have broken out about the possiblity of the disbandment of TVXQ which I hope with all my heart is completely untrue. My eyes are watering as I'm typing this. I'm also having difficulties listening to their ballads as it would definitely make me teary eyed. Thank God for Arashi. I've been listening to their cheerful songs to lift my spirits up...

Always Keep The Faith...

MATSUJUN AND ARASHI

I know I'm a few years late, but I just discovered the wonderful world of HanaDan (Hana Yori Dango). Basically it introduced me to two new loves: Matsumoto Jun (MatsuJun aka My JUN!) and Arashi. It also somehow invoked an interest in me to learn Japanese, something that even the mighty Tohoshinki did not manage.

One Love (HanaDan Final theme song) jacket cover [my absolute favourite Arashi song!] and a picture of Bambi.

I got totally hooked on Jun in HanaDan. At first I was totally OK with just being a fan of his acting and kinda restrained myself on his music. I've heard of Arashi but before HanaDan have yet to listen to their songs. In terms of music, I prefer Kpop to JPop so I didn't really hop in the Arashi bandwagon. BUT, I saw the HanaDan Special where Arashi performed their three songs for the dramas (and movie), with Jun pretending to be Domyouji and I find their interactions with each other utterly adorable and uninhibited. Like they were so funny and so supporting of their members, although it was a bit surreal to see Jun in his Domyouji persona while with Arashi. From there, I started to watch Youtube clips of Arashi and boy, were they hilarious!! They were more open, more unrestrained, never shy to show their wild side and I was immediately transformed into a fangirl.

Now I'm gonna spazz a bit on Jun and Arashi. They are totally adorable!!!! And crazy.

Doesn't Jun look so innocent?

Jun (Matsumoto Jun, 30th August 1983) is the perfect rockstar. He's so cool in whatever he does. He is officially my new love. It was a good thing that I fell in love with Jun after I watched Hanadan because I was able to fully immerse myself in the experience without being distracted by him. What I love most about him is his eyebrows, I somehow find them so sexy. And his chubby cheeks. Not forgetting his devil-may-care attitude and his ability to carry off almost all types of clothing. I mean, almost everything looks good on this man. I have since watched almost all of his newer dramas and Domyouji is by far his best portrayal. Still, I loved Sawada in Gokusen (Tthose cheeks!!!) and Bambi was totally emo. I'm a lot less enamoured by his singing and dancing though. Not to say that I don't love it, it's just I don't LOVE it, you know? His moves tend to be a bit flairy and not on point and his voice can never even compete with the angelic voice that is Kim Junsu. Sorry Jun!

BUT I do love the fact that he does stand out in any Arashi performances and videos. And the small things he does delight me to no end, example being the water fall touch in the Believe MV and the thumb-in-my-pocket-but-I'm-still-dancing move he did in the crazy Moon MV. But the coolest is the Step & Go MV where I just completely and utterly fell in love with his HOTness. He looked soo good even in slow motion, man. Those moves and poses were just too cool... The Arashi members used to baby him because he's the youngest. Looking at his pictures in his younger days, I'd feel the same way too. He's just too CUTE! Who would've thunk that the boy with the plump cheeks and teeth splaying out will be soo HOT...

Moving on to the other members, Ohno @Riida (Ohno Satoshi, 26th November 1980) is the reluctantly appointed leader of the group and is the most poker faced person on this earth. He just looks expressionless in whatever situation he's in. Sometimes it's downright hilarious, especially when the members are teasing him. He can also be a bit unenthusiastic in urgent moments and utterly fails at giving motivational pep talks to his members. Any kind of food that enters his mouth is "Umai" (in other words, delicious). But he is still loved by the members, especially my little DoS Jun (Juntoshi) and Nino (Ohmiya). In one show there was a hypnotist and he was soo easily impressed upon that he ended up doing what others were instructed to do. That was hilarious, I tell you. He has recently taken up fishing and as a result is beginning to be quite tanned. Riida, stop being so dark... He's also very artistically inclined, being the member who draws best and has even exhibited his clay sculptures..

Nino (Ninomiya Kazunari, 17 th June 1983) is adorable. He has these big eyes and is the most physical member, in a sense that he can do acrobatics or dance a silly dance with a snap of the fingers. He can be a bit mean but in a totally adorable way. He's also a bit sarcastic, not unlike Changmin in DBSK. Out of the five, his acting has been most notably acclaimed, having co-starred with Clint Eastwood in Letter from Iwojima. He and Jun makes up the DoS couple in Arashi, often succumbing to their mood swings regardless of situation and appearance. It's cute how they can be so moody even in their own program and other members just adapt to their mood and gave them space to chill. Nino and Riida make up the infamous Ohmiya couple and they are totally cute with each other. Nino is also the shortest in the group, and Jun is the second tallest, evident from the picture below.

Aiba (Aiba Masaki, 24th December 1982) is kind of the funny and hentai one. He is hilarious and never fail to bring laughs wherever he is. He is called the miracle boy, for various reasons. He is the member most likely to get slapped or hit on the head by other members, which is a miracle of sorts given that he can still function properly most of the time. He has trouble reading kanji and can be a bit hazy on a few concepts. He really does stupid things earning him the nickname Aibaka (Baka is stupid in Japanese). He lurves animals and is the only member that does not hail from Tokyo. Aiba and Jun are called the Crybabies of Arashi because both of them cry easily. Doesn't Jun look cute in the second picture with Aiba? I have loads of Chibi pictures of AibaJun beacuse both of them were just too cute! Oh, and they're also the two tallest members in Arashi. But I think the average height in Arashi is a lot lower than DBSK's...Just saying...

Lastly is Sho (Sakurai Sho, 25th January 1982). My God, this guy is whacked!! And I love his rapping, lovingly called SakuRap by fans. It's a bit different than Yunho's and Yoochun's but I still love it. He is the most educated in the group and sometimes it does show. He is also famous for failing in any sports activity, and even any kind of physical challenge. I love his toothy smile and by far I think he's the most endearing (not counting Jun, of course!) in Arashi. If the selection of leaders were done by popular votes, Sho would've won. However, they went the unconventional way of Jankenpon, which is why Ohno is the leader now. Sho is the mother of the group and babies the three younger members; Aiba, Nino and Jun. I think Sho is quickly becoming my second favourite in Arashi because he is just tooo kawaii. i just love his voice and his laugh. His lips are delicious, na?

This year marks Arashi's 10th year together. Yes, they have been around since 15th September 1999!! They have since expanded from just being an idol group to various other professions with each member with his own individual body of work. But Arashi will always be one of their main priorities. Looking at their bond, I hope that they stay like that for 10 more years to come. And I also hope Tohoshinki (my DBSK) will have a bond as beautiful and as strong as Arashi's. ARASHINKI forever!!

For more info on Arashi, click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arashi

p/s-Lotsa apologies for the excessive use of "cute" and "adorable" in this post

JALAN , MAKAN , WAYANG

With who else, but Kak Maya and Kak Hawe...

I promised to meet Kak Maya at 11, but got a bit late because I was a bit pre-occupied in downloading. Hee, gomenne, nee-chan!! Also, there was a bit miscommunication in the meeting place since she's at KLCC's Concourse and I was searching around Avenue K's groundfloor. You know what I did when I saw her? I gave her a big hug!! Hahaha.. And no pinching of my cheeks this time... Yeay!!It's the first time that we're going out since Kak Hawe's (all in red, as always) engagement.

We headed to Sushi King since Kak Maya told me that Kak Hawe's hungry. I had my usual udon tempura. I was a bit tempted to have the soba (since it's Jun's favourite) but decided against it because I really wanted the udon!! Then we ordered Takoyaki (because Tohoshinki made them for last years A-Nation) and I had a Japanese fizzy drink. We also had some sushi and sweet potato ice cream whilst listening to the mix of Korean and Japanese songs in the shop. When we were about to finish, the Doraemon theme song was playing. Funny.. I was a bit disappointed that they didn't play Arashi songs. Would've liked to fangirl with Kak Maya. They played Love So Sweet last time and I practically hypervantilated.

Then, we walked around KLCC for a bit and then made our way to Pavillion. My second time there and Kak Maya's first. Not sure about Kak Hawe, though. As we walked and saw all the clothes and shoes, I just ran my hand through them so as not to be too tempted. I'm saving my cash for something else. Hee.. After all that walking, we practically digested everthing that we ate at KLCC and voila! OldTown White Coffee was beckoning us. Yum!! We had toasts and I had Ice Blended Mocha. We spent about an hour there just talking, taking pictures and watching people. Then we walked some more and went back to KLCC. We got a bit lost finding our way out but in the end, managed beautifully. \("o")/

Kak Hawe had to leave so we walked her to the station and then went to hang out at Kinokuniya. And guess what I found there? Arashi 10 years photobook!! Waa!! Naturally, I had to buy that. I was looking for Brisingr, the last book in the Eragon collection, but failed again for the umpteenth time. Disappointed. Then me and Kak Maya sat at the park and watched the fountain. Which made me think of Vegas. Which made me think of Jun. We also took some pictures there and talked about her life for a bit.

We prayed at the KL Convention Center surau and then shopped for a hairband and eye contact solutions before going to the TGV Cineplex. We're watching HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE. Kak Maya's first and my second time. Hmm, I'm beginning to notice a pattern here... We got to sit at the very back which is great except for the fact that it was sooo cold! I was fidgeting after one hour and was literally unable to sit still. The movie was OK, lots of funny moments. The pace was a bit slow and as usual, there were parts of the book not pictured. I think the Harry-Ginny thing was a bit forced in the movie, though. And I can barely see Harry's scar except for the last 30 minutes of the movie. Still, can't wait for the next installment. Which reminds me, I heve yet to start reading Deathly Hallows. It's so hard to find the time, though. (T_T)

The movie finished at 11pm and we joined Kak Hawe and her fiancee at Sameera. Our usual late night hang out spot. I had roti canai whilst Kak Maya and Kak Hawe had Maggi goreng. We talked some more and finally called it a day at about 1.00am. We said our goodbyes and that was THE END...!

The boys after their Tokyo Dome concert. Tohoshinki Fighting!!

DEAR STRANGER

Dear stranger

Many times I caught myself thinking

What are you doing at this very moment

You must be finding your place in this world

Recognizing your worth

Making life-changing decisions

Little by little

Day by day

You're realizing your potential

You'll become a better person

Can the same be said for me?

In a moment I would suddenly feel happy

And sad the next

Some days I feel perplexed

So much so that I thought my heart would burst

All this without any apparent reason

Perhaps I'm channeling your feelings?

Many times I felt like

Wanting to see you

But isn't it weird?

Because how is it possible

To miss someone you've never met...